An Unvarnished Appalachian Testimony

Born in the foothills of the Appalachian mountains, Alan Hick picked up a guitar at eight, then spent twenty years living out of a suitcase as a musician. This road led him deep into outlaw motorcycle clubs, a life of addiction, and a dark place where only a profound spiritual intervention could reach him.

Even after finding ministry, his demons returned, pulling him back into despair. Yet, through it all, God's grip never released him. This memoir is an unvarnished account of that journey, finding persistent grace and a backyard sanctuary amidst the ongoing fight.

The Unvarnished Truth

Alan's story doesn't shy away from the hard chapters. It explores three pivotal periods that shaped his path to redemption.

The Outlaw Years

Ministry & Relapse

Persistent Grace

A life on the road with outlaw motorcycle clubs, chasing noise and running with men outside the law, fueled by addiction.

His journey through ministry, followed by a return to old ways, battling depression and despair.

The enduring hand of God, never letting go, leading to a backyard sanctuary and a return to music.

Authenticity Resonates

This isn't just another recovery story; it's a raw, honest look at the fight, and the persistent grace that holds you through it all. A must-read.

Recovery Leader

Alan's words hit like a classic country song – gritty, real, and full of heart. You feel every mile of his journey.

Roots Music Fan

For anyone who's ever felt too broken for redemption, this book offers a powerful, unvarnished testament to God's enduring love.

Faith Community Reader

Experience Alan Hick's unvarnished story of struggle, survival, and persistent grace. Available worldwide.